“Nice Girl”
I wish I would stop being known as only the “nice” girl. Don’t get me wrong, I enjoy being the nice girl and being liked by everyone, but it’s a bad thing every once in awhile. People get the assumption that I do no wrong. Believe me, just because I am not voicing what I have done wrong does not mean it hasn’t happened. I’m not this goodie two shoes girl that everyone has stereotyped me into being. I am just a quiet girl that doesn’t want you in her business. I want to be able to make mistakes or do things I normally do in secrecy without being judged for not being the “good/nice” girl anymore. Granted, I say I don’t care what people think about me, but that is a total lie. Everyone cares what people think about them even if that don’t admit it. I’m not saying I want to go off the deep end but I would like to have fun without getting stared at or someone making some dumb comment. I’m human people, I can’t be that perfect. I guess I just want to be able to live life and have fun moments without all the judgement. I am not perfect or anywhere near it. If you actually saw me behind closed doors, it would be a completely different side of myself that you would judge. The worst part? The people judging are way worse than I am, or so I’d like to think. College starts in less than a month. No, I am not going to go crazy start smoking, having random sex, or getting drunk every night. But I really don’t want to get looked at like the naive girl anymore. I’m not that girl. So I goes here is to finding a happy medium of me getting to have fun in life without people judging me. It’s not gonna happen is it? Oh well, a girl can dream. Peace, love, judgmental people.